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If You Could Be Anywhere

If I had a plane,
then where would I fly to?
If I had to use my brain for something else
tell me what would I do?

And I if I had a strange conversation with a lady in a waiting room about leaving all this doom and gloom…

If you could be anywhere
where would you be?
If you could be anywhere
would you be there with me?

If I could be anywhere
I’d be there.

If I could be anywhere
I’d be there with you, girl.

Take my chances,
Fake my glances,
Wait those answers
anywhere but…

take my chances,
I’ll fake my glances,
Wait my answers,
anywhere but here.

oh oh
I’ll do it anywhere but here
mmmm
I’ll do it anywhere but here

Dream is something that make our long sleep not boring. What if the dream turn into something scary. Your unforgetable nightmare. You know u’re dreaming, but you can’t simply just wake up. Continueing the story until you think it become nonsense. You keep thinking about the dream while you’re up. Sometimes, it make you regret to sleep, you hoped that you stay awake that night so you don’t need to have the nightmare.

but

When you dream your wildest dream-the most beautiful dream- you don’t want to wake up. Just keep sleeping, stay in the dream. It feels like days, but it just only happen in one night. You feel that your life couldn’t be more perfect than the dream. You keep continueing the story, even though there’s problems in the dream but you keep sleeping. You get mad when you’re up, wishing to continue the story again. The next night you hope to be able to continue the dream again.

The problem is, the next night might not be another piece of your wildest dream but your nightmare.

I don’t live in fairytales, I don’t wear gowns everywhere. My prince is nowhere to be seen, even his white horse is vanished in thin air. No one rescue me.

I don’t move to Forks. I don’t drive old Chevy Truck. My classmate don’t have golden eyes which sometimes fade to black. I don’t change into a vampire at the end.

No one knows my story, not even a famous blogger. I don’t go to school with plaid-pleated skirt as the uniform. My school don’t lead me to Ivy League, not even a international school. I don’t have scandalous life.

I’m not a leader, not even in the Biling House. I don’t live in my private school dorm. I must find the gossip, no one will tell me the gossips. No one send me designer clothes every week.

I don’t see auras, people’s thought or even their background stories. I don’t hang out with gothic girl and a gay. I don’t do reincarnation. My dead sister does move on, if i have a sister. That guy who run after me, is no where to be seen; he still with his redhead wife.

I don’t wanna be like them, I don’t want to have the typical story as them.  I want the glory, my own story. The most beautiful story. What I want that are the same as them is the feelings. I want to feel what other girls feel. That’s all. Then I will write my own story. Making my life perfect.

This chart based on Alyson Noel’s series called The Immortals. The main character, Ever, has the ability to see aura also other ‘special gifts’. The aura colour basically reflects on our mood at that time. This Aura chart cannot be use for the auras in The Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel series by Michael Scott; each person has own aura which is have different colour and scent, and will not change according to moods.

Red: Energy, strength, anger, sexuality, passion, fear, ego

Orange: Self-control, ambition, courage, thoughtfulness, lack of will, apathetic

Yellow: Optimistic, happy, intellectual, friendly, indecisive, easily led

Green:Peaceful, healing, compassion, deceitful, jealous

Blue: Spiritual, loyal, creative, sensitive, kind, moody

Violet: Highly spiritual, wisdom, intuition

Indigo: Benevolence, highly intuitive, seeker

Pink: Love, sincerity, friendship

Gray: Depression, sadness, exhaustion, low energy, skepticism

Brown: Greed, self-involvement, opinionated

Black: Lacking energy, illness, imminent death

White: Perfect balance

It’s all about German-Language Edition of Gossip Girl book series which originally written by Cecily von Ziegesar. The German titles are not the translation from English. Also, they release book cover which are different from English version.

·         Ist es nicht schön, gemein zu sein? (Gossip girl)

·         Ihr wisst genau, dass ihr mich liebt (You know you love me)

·         Alles ist mir nicht genug (All I want is everything)

·         Lasst uns über Liebe reden (Because I’m worth it)

·         Wie es mir gefällt (I like it like that)

·         Ich lebe lieber jetzt und hier (You’re the one that I want)

·         Sag niemals nie (Nobody does it better)

·         Lass uns einfach Feinde bleiben (Nothing can keep us together)

·         Träum doch einfach weiter (Only in your dreams)

·         Das haben wir uns verdient (Would I lie to you)

·         Liebt er mich? Liebt er dich? (Don’t you forget about me)

·         Wie alles begann (It had to be you)

It Girl Series

·         Jung, sexy und beliebt, (The It Girl 1)

·         Berühmt und berüchtigt, (The It Girl 2)

·         Wild und gefährlich, (The It Girl 3)

·         Süß, naiv und intrigant, ( The It Girl 4 )